
One thing that I have gotten from reading Jesus' suffering after the Last Supper and from reading about
Teresa of Avila's biography, is holy determination. The ability to have such clarity and the focus to know what is right and walk towards it without deviating in the slightest.
When reading the Gospel of
Luke 23:8, many things struck me. For example after spending the night in prayer, while being arrested, Jesus was being questioned by Herod. Jesus could have easily deviated from the plan of his suffering and crucifixion by giving in to what Herod wanted to see, a sign. Perhaps Herod could have repented from his lifestyle by witnessing a miracle. It could have helped "the cause" of evangelization if an influential political leader became a follower of Christ.
Instead, Jesus kept quite while being questioned by Herod and allowed himself to look powerless and helpless. He went on to be scourged and crucified. He knew he had to do the will of God.
That's holy determination: having a definite clarity of what is the will of God and sticking to the plan. Even if other distractions-which may disguise themselves as godly opportunities-do arise, Jesus teaches us that it is more important to stay on course.
As we know later, through Jesus' crucifixion, we were freed from sin and the doors of Heaven were open for all humanity. That is holy determination. No other miracles can outdo what Jesus gave to us through his suffering and resurrection.